'I realized that he wasn't saying this out of hate, he was saying this out of fear.' Since, the family has strengthened its relationship. 'It really, really hurt to hear those words,' Ramzi said. When Ramzi told him what he wanted to hear, his father became quiet and said 'why don't you just put a bullet in my head.' Ramzi's sister, who is also queer and had come out before, was also present. His father ended up forcing the coming out, having already suspected, in an extremely intense scene. When he came to the realization that wasn't his future, he told his mother who was very supportive.
'I was so scared of what it actually meant to call yourself gay so even the first man I dated, I still thought that afterwards I was going to eventually meet a girl and get married because that's what men did,' he said. It took until age 21, even after dating someone for the coming out to occur. Following a teenage boy who hears about a stack of gay porn hidden across down and then goes on a mission to find it (dealing with some bullies along the way). And we hit the streets to test the curiosity, and opinions of the public. We spoke with gay stars about their experiences working with straight guys. 'I grew up in an Armenian-American community and I grew up in a divorced family so I feel like I had to come out twice,' he said. To try and answer some of these questions we interviewed men from some of the most popular and prolific studios which fetishize straight men. Ramzi's story was more complex than some.
